Looking into Black Velvet Canyon.
Happy New Year! A lot, or a little depending on how you look at it, has happened since my last post. So where do I start?
I barely remember what took place before Christmas. I was in the scenic loop one cold day and for some reason I thought that I should try
Ride the White Horse. The problem is so hard for me that I could barely pull on to the boulder, let alone do any moves - except for the top out because that is the easy part. I hiked back to the car laughing out loud at myself because I was completely shut down.
Turtle Head Peak.
Between the 25th and the 1st I was very bust at work with a surprising amount of weddings to make flowers for, including over 30 weddings on New Year Eve, but I did manage to complete
Monkey Bar Direct (V8) before January. I had been trying that thing off and on for almost a year but sent in three days with better beta. I was obsessed with doing the problem without matching the eye socket/bowling ball pockets but I finally had to accept that was not my beta and ended up matching. Some people do a bump move to a big hold and most of them cut their feet but I crossed to the big hold and somehow did the problem completely static. I didn't get any video of the send because there was a crowd there (Vegas was invaded over New Years - luckily many of the invaders were friends) but Max and I might go back one day to get some footage.
For months I let my desire to climb the problem a certain way keep me from finishing it which is really quite amateur now that I think about it. As much as I dislike crimping my smaller fingers make it possible for me to match things and pull off small holds. If I had accepted this sooner I probably could have finished the problem a while ago. But there is really no sense in dwelling on "what if" and in all honesty I really don't mind because I had a lot of fun projecting
Monkey Bar Direct and I learned a lot about understanding and accepting beta.
View of Vegas from Bitch Slap 5.
There is something that has been on my mind for some time and I feel like I can't hold it in any longer. I used to be emotionally effected by whether or not I could finish a boulder and I have worked very hard to change that about myself. Negative people tend to infect the others around them and I don't want to be like that because I actually enjoy climbing and I don't want to ruin it for others. I love climbing; it makes me happy and having a great day is just as much of a success as sending a project. Obviously it feels incredible to finish a project (this feeling being one of the many reasons why I love climbing) but I really can't stand it when someone's happiness depends on sending. When I am around people like that I get sick to my stomach.
Climbing is so much more than just sending and there are many ways to have a great climbing day. There are a few things I do to ensure a positive experience so that I don't go home moping and depressed like a pathetic fool.
Great company is a given. As is the obvious and often overlooked practice of having enough food and water so you don't get hungry and grumpy.
Having a blast warming up on Natasha's Highball.
I love giving myself the goal of climbing one new boulder, of any grade, for the day. Two weeks ago I went to Black Velvet Canyon with Max and, lets be honest, I'm not projecting any of the hard classics out there but as we drove to the parking lot I told myself that I wanted to climb one new boulder. Max was warming up on
Natasha's Highball (an extremely tall V2) when suddenly an urge came over me and the next thing I new my shoes were on and I was climbing an equally tall V0 slab to the left of
Natasha's Highball. It may have taken me 5 minutes to climb because I don't do many high balls but when I got to the top I felt completely satisfied and I had a huge smile on my face; one new boulder! New boulders of every grade are my personal key to a positive attitude, having fun, building confidence and are often a much needed break from projecting.
If I am going out for a session on a project I look at every improvement as progress that gets me ever closer to completion. Even if I spend all day on the thing and don't send I know that my body is perfecting the moves and the day turns into a training success.
I try to remember to say things like "that move is fun" or "what a cool hold" instead of "I can't do it" and "this is too hard." I know that sounds silly but this is a valuable verbal method Max taught me in order to stop sounding like a miserable negative person at the boulders.
Now I'm not perfect and it takes a lot of hard work to change old and bad habits but being more positive is completely worth it. I have infinitely more fun now than I did when I was being a negative nelly. Unfortunately I had to spend time around some truly awful people who didn't know how to have fun, even though they apparently loved climbing, for me to realize that I needed to change. If only people like that could learn how to change as well.